Breakkie @ Upstairs Cafe.

Hit by a lorry at the traffic light before Monash Uni.

HAIH so sadzz.

That didn't stop me from eating breakfast w/ kaixin tho.

Big breakfast!

Wanted to have pretty breakfast, but they served it with paper plate..

Can't blame them tho, water rationing.

Don't know if the portion is big or just me have a small stomach.

Can't finish it although I tried really hard, sat there chitchat so long.

Thought can digest then eat again hahahaa but no I didn't finish it at the end.

Their whoopie pie is delicious!
Didn't get to try their coffee cause their espresso machine spoiled.
Pancakes also sold out, today really not my day -.-

Gonna come again for coffees & the famous red velvet!
Ciao!

ZJ's birthday!

Happy birthday my babe. ;)

Fetched her to Bangsar for dinner, first time driving there.

Francine waited us for few hours, sorry but not sorry :>

Fav photo of the night heh. ♡

xoxo.

Deep deep conversation.

Had a super deep soul to soul conversation with xx.
It had been quite awhile since we last talk like this.

他說，人都會變；
他說，我不會想；
他說，我長不大。

他說，人都會改變的，我們要學會接受；
他說，有些事不可以勉強，你努力了人家不珍惜，就不要繼續，這叫自愛。
他說，情緒是一點一點累積的，沒有誰會在一天裡面就喜歡或者討厭一個人。

Most mature friend of mine maybe. 

Also the best best one.

Asked him losta things & he answered all. I don't know should I feel happy or sad when he told me everything I'd been wanting to know. I actually knew, I could feel it, I just thought maybe.. maybe I was just overthinking. BUT HE TOLD ME. It's like you're forced to face the truth & it is so hurtful that you know you can't change it no matter how hard you try.

Growing up is tough, but we can't refuse to do so. Even if you don't, people around you will. & you'll be left behind when you can't follow the world's steps.

This is exactly what I'd been wondering lately.
I don't know whether I'm overthinking or what, but I just don't feel the same anymore. Had the urge to send you this, but I'm so afraid that if I did, we can't even be friend anymore. Or maybe you'll reply "No, why?" or something similar, like how you did every time when I tell you that you've changed. I was trying to find a solution but you just wouldn't tell me. I just wish that you will be honest to me, once, tell me why are you so cold to me now. You didn't even want to tell me what did I do. You don't want this friendship back don't you?

像糖的朋友.

每当我觉得生活很苦的时候, 你们就像糖果一样出现, 让我甜到心里.
可是原来你们真的就像糖果一样, 吃完就没了.
早知如此.. 不对, 现实生活里没有"早知".

只有后悔.
但后悔不能改变什么,
所以能做的只有坚强, 努力进步, 以更好的面目出现在你们的眼前.

对于过去, 对于回忆, 珍藏在心就够了. 

不停的敲著鍵盤，寫了刪掉，然後再寫在刪掉。

帶著一股不知名的情緒，想著一些人，一些往事。

不知道為什麼，狂歡過後的，總是異常地脆弱傷感。
躺在安靜得過分的房間，滑著手機看著大家最新更新的狀態。
夜深了，有些人要睡了，有些人正準備出門，有些人和我一樣在emo。
看見許久不見的好朋友與其他人的快樂合照，心裡不是滋味。
多久沒有出來聚聚了？總是約不到，為什麼別人卻約得到？
現在你的照片里，都是我不認識的人，留言的也都是我不知道的事。

整理著手機裡的照片，發現很多截屏下來的聊天內容。
念了念，有生氣的有搞笑的，但這些聊天的對象現在卻都沒聯絡了。
為什麼？說真的我也很想知道。
曾經生活瑣碎大事小事都能聊，現在怎麼變得這麼冷淡了。
收到的回複從長篇大論變成了最敷衍的 “haha” 。

Wednesday after class :

Yayay brunch @ Zanmai w/ KaiXin.

So happy so full so expensiveee.

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Long time no see weeheee.