Long day

Had to wake up early today, the day after final also can't sleep well.

Why lehhhh? Cuz we need to celebrate KaiXinAhXin's birthday in advance.

Ya this is her with her present.
Please contact me if you're interested in my friend.

The carbonara was nice & not cream based tsk didn't manage to snap a photo of it.
That salad looking thing is so disappointing, smtg fig tomato pie (it's in the Christmas special menu).
The rest are all good, can go, highly recommended huhu.

Botanica+Co @ Bangsar South

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Here comes the story of the day.
After we had our brunch at Bangsar we wanted to eat the strawberry cake at Publika.
So we drove there & wasted 30mins in finding parking.
But we still didn't get to find a parking spot HAHAHA.
Then we decided to go to Damansara Uptown for dessert but stuck in traffic halfway.
It's getting late so we gave up on the Damansara plan & went back to ss15 for bingsu.
What a long journey for dessert tsk tsk.

Hanbing @ SS15 Courtyard

Looks tempting hoh.

***

And then I left them cuz I'm having dinner with other friends.

TADAAAAA~~~
Klang Boston!! I assume you all know lah who doesn't know about Klang Boston man.

It's a long day but a good day.

Ciao

Last final together.

It's our tradition to go SaeMaEul after our final.

It started in 2013 when we're still in foundation.

There used to be around 13 of us, had to drive 3 cars.

But now, most of them had graduated, it's just one car of us left.

Kaixin is still the one who does all the work cuz we useless.

This is still the best KoreanBBQ in my heart altho they removed the fishcake from side dishes.

Even though I haven't clear my papers yet but there won't be classes anymore.

We were a lil sad I think not because it's the last but because of the shitty final we just had. lol

Went to The Social @ Publika to have some drinks & chitchat.

And I potong steam cuz my mom very strict but left before 12am still got scolded zz.

微醺的conversation是最好的conversation.

Thanks for all the memories.

Happy end of uni life?

Loves.

PICNIC!!

30th September

It's preparation day!

The GST talk ended at 5pm & then we went HomeTown steamboat for dinner.

This steamboat costed us 120 bucks!! Only TWO OF US.

Go eat steamboat buffet also not that expensive haih.

& then we went for grocery shopping at several supermarkets.

Cold storage, Tesco, Aeon, etc.

After we bought everything it's already 9pm.

Went back to her house to prepare everything, kimbap, sandwiches and stuff.

But I think it's worth it.

BECAUSE THE NEXT DAY

1st October

We even have mojito hahaha.

还有装文青的书

Most of them are for photo taking purpose.

Like that orange, it's to make the fruits look more colourful. HAHAHA

That watermelon also simply buy one tsk tsk.

Picnic is fun, I have experience now, can ask me haha.

無主題

昨天有人向我問起了你的電話號碼
他問說：“你有xxx的電話號碼嗎？”
我反問：“那是一個問題嗎？”
然後我就發了給他。

“你背起來了？”
對呀，是背起來了。
怎麼會背不起來呢
那可是我當兵沒有手機那段期間每天到公共電話按的號碼。

陪你走過的那麼些年，一直到我們不再聯繫，也有七年了。
原來友情也有七年之癢啊 哈哈哈
其中的原因，我追究不了，也不想再去追究。

心痛
畢竟七年裡我們不是沒有吵過架，卻還好好的。
這次卻連架都不用吵就 sayonara 了，我知道回不去了。

只是我不明白，而我知道你不會告訴我。
以前你都會告訴我錯在哪兒讓我改。
但這次你不會說，我知道的，因為你不在乎。

曾經你偶爾會討厭我的性格卻始終沒離開。
亦或者是說每一次我都會道歉，因為不想失去你。

有時會想你是不是不在乎我，可是你卻又對我很好。
其實你好像對每個人都好，因為你是個好人。
不知為何自以為是的覺得你對我是比較好的。

你總會在遇見愛情的時候忘記我，典型的重色輕友。
然後又在失去愛情的時候想起我，然而我一直都在。
我從來都沒有介意過，還慶幸你在傷心時回想起我。

直到這一次，
你還是一樣的一頭撞進愛情裡，一樣的不顧一切。
你還是一樣的看不見我了。
我又再次過起沒有你的生活，其實也還是一樣。
只是常常會有人向我問起你，而我卻啞口無言。

其實我偶爾也會向別人打聽打聽你的近況。
其實我還是很在乎你，還是會心疼你。
其實如果你回頭想起我的時候，我還是會在的。

> 100km day.

Home (Serdang) - Setapak - SS15 - Gita Bayu - Home.

SO, TODAY.

Had to wake up early in the morning. Why?

For this lo.

Took quite awhile in the shop, all so expensive wuwu.

Luckily only one friend graduating this year, if not how to afford.

EH NO. Not graduating actually.

She just done diploma & currently in degree.

I also don't know why I go for the diploma graduation zz.

My happy face after driving more than one hour & still haven't reach.

My bestie for 21 years, no doubt, is 21.

If not also don't come so far haha nola.

委屈的 Ken Chor

Waited so long just to take a photo cuz I asked LOL

***

Made plan only know her convocation day is today tsk tsk.

Had to rush back to ss15 after that.

Got some VIPs to meet.

@ Naj & Belle

I actually chose this cafe for their watermelon cake.

But they were like "Yer watermelon cake? Weirdddd."

So yeah, mou sek dou.

Anyway, great catch-up session with them!

So much gossips & laughter.

我不要做明星

ciao!

Klang w the gang agaiinnn!

1pm bakkutteh breakfast, err or brunch or lunch idk.

BANG (card game) at sensei's house keke.

"Mancato!"

Then we went for badminton huhu.

7pm bakkutteh dinner, this is how we roll~~~

After dinner back to sensei's house.

Mafia all day err day.

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Actually we had bakkutteh as dinner cuz if we go to Boston for dinner,

We have to queue like one hour for table & another hour for food.

Been there tried that, so we went for supper instead.

This new jagung heh goh, nice til.... no word can describe.

Dk is new or not, but first time eat so consider new ba.

LALA ♥.♥

All time favourite. Must order. Only crave.

& some other normal food never take photo, you know de la.

Joven

The gang keke. #D2

与笨蛋路痴度过的一天

事情是这样的

没什么钱的我们不知道为什么去了owls cafe

说好要叫fruit tea的，order的时候我又不知道为什么叫了 rose tea。

而且那个笨蛋喝了还说 “不错诶，花味很重哦。”

再喝两口才问 “我们不是要叫fruit tea的吗？”

真是有够笨的两个人

吃完后剩一点点钱的我们去了唱K

结果想叫东西吃的时候被她阻止，因为要留钱还parking。

不肯妥协的我打算走出去按些钱，

问了店员才发现ATM在超级无敌远，

然后就默默回去唱歌了。

哦对，早上去载她的时候还要被指到迷路。

真是不知道为什么每次都要听一个路痴指路 .zz..

BELATED SURPRISE! :*

So... after months of not showing up in class,

I'm finally present. Yay

Kaixin was so lost in the afternoon.

Cuz everyone decided to ffk in the last minute.

<<<  but then this so called savior joined us.

Okay, anyway.

After class ended at around 4, we went pyramid to get the balloons & cake.

&& Ommi carried them around the mall since it made him the center of attention.

LOL then kaixin went back to uni to act like it's just a normal dinner w/ kkx & jo.

Ommi & I reached the place earlier to prepare for the surprise.

But someone came late so we had to hide first. -.-

& Ommi actually studied while waiting.

Of course I was studying as well.

Yes this is the someone.

& I didn't take any photo of kkx cuz idk why also.

开酒先

熟练先生 & surprise de 主角

Photo of the food has to be bigger so that you can get jealous.
Zang zang! This is the famous cheese something fried chicken something.

Oh ya forgot to say.

We were at THERE @ Empire Damansara. 

对不起 侵犯你的肖像权 我错了

这cheese好犯规

Something cheese something egg.

Didn't join the second round cuz I have strict parents haha sad.

So this is kkx's belated birthday surprise, muacks.

Ps: For those who know kkx, her birthday is on 26th April so rmb to celebrate with her you all.

Kim's birthday party 2.0

So honored to be invited to Kim's birthday party huhu.

Totally worth the jam HAHAHAHA

Her party was at Klang btw.

I likey you.

And this is my best friend since form 1. <3 p="">❤

Risked my future for Kim.

& for my best friend cuz she asked me to finish her cup also.

Nola, small small cup only.

Making wish again, you say la she greedy or not?

Just kidding la may all your wishes come true,

Love you xoxo.

Kim's surprise partyyyy.

So here comes the surprise party.

I parked freaking far because they said she would recognize my car.

LAI,

Starting with the decoration, where I just sit there & watch them walking around.

Nice place oh.

It's a super dramatic plan.

Somehow Yangel made Kim believed that she was lost & came to this cafe.

And Wanying convinced Kim to go into the cafe and look for Yangel.

The staff told Kim to try looking for Yangel upstairs, where we were all at.

She came up, saw us and cried.

LAME MEIYOU OH NI

Proposing nola.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH KIM MY MATE

This is errrr....rrrr....ah! Meixian!

New friend altho we might not meet again AHAHA

& Maxine too!

But no photo w her.

I was shy LOL jk but still no photo with her.

I think he is gay nola.

I only know like 3 people there.

But the others were all nice. Err altho I forgot all of their names.

I think there were Evelyn, Leonard and... couldn't recall more.

Special thanks to Kim, Maxine & June for walking me back to my car.

Also to Yangel the organizer.

Kim ah, Yangel really does love you. HAHAHAHA OK BYEE

x.

Hey, best friend?  .. If I'm still allowed to call you that.

Not sure if you're going to read this post, but still, I wrote it. HAHA

I know actions speak louder than words, and I'd never done anything for you.

All I ever did was all the talking, but trust me, 

I would have done everything for you, if I could.

Or perhaps, if I knew what to do.

I'm actually a very confident person.

But not when it comes to people I really really care about.

Cuz I'm also a super insecure person.

I always think I'm not good enough for you.

I always think you'll get me replaced someday.

Overthinking is the worst.

I don't know how and when we started to drift away.

All I know is that I didn't know how to start the convo again.

Sometimes when I initiate the convo, you don't sound excited.

Like you wanted nothing to do with me.

Maybe that wasn't what you're thinking, maybe I'm just not familiar with your texting style.

But I didn't have enough courage to call you, or to ask again. Used up all my courage tbh.

Now that we are like complete strangers.

Didn't even say hi when we bumped into each other at parties.

Sometimes I wonder what went wrong, and when did it go wrong,

Maybe I couldn't have you back in my life.

Maybe everything has ended for like years.

But I'd never stop caring about you.

I'm sorry if you got annoyed with my birthday text, goodbye text,

Or sometimes text that asking for a hangout, or the "how's life" text.

I just thought maybe if I try harder, things would work out.

I.... I just don't know how to give up on this.

To stop being so annoying,

I think I would stop with the asking-for-hangout-text.

But forgive me with the birthday text haha.

It's hard for me to not wish you happy birthday.

Not just birthday, I wished you to be happy everyday.

I always write blog posts that sounds so pointless.

写到最后都不懂我自己在写什么了. LOL

Anyway, safe flight, good luck, all the best.

Love, always.

Have you ever felt like you have everyone, but at the same time you don't?
When you're drowning and you thought about all the people you wanted to ask for help.
But you didn't ask any of them, because deep down inside you know they just wouldn't care.
They might have cared, might have been there, but not anymore.
You know that all the time, you just didn't wanna admit that.
Because that hurts.

And then people around you starting to ask you what happened.
You never tell them cuz you're just too scared to open up to anyone anymore.
Because people just don't care, and they always end up leaving, even those who told you they won't.

So sick of this friendship thingy.
But too weak to live without friend.
I'm just never good enough to worth keeping ain't I?
Haha.

First post in 2016!

You don't need to rush things you know?

What should be, eventually will be.

If you're worth it, you certainly gonna get it.

All you need to do is wait.

Wait for the right timing, and then do the right thing.

All my life I've been holding onto things that I should have let go, fighting for someone who don't even care about me and changing my lifestyle to fit others'.

Foolish.

I really love my life now.

So busy yet 充实, trying to bring out the best on every single day.

I hope you all are doing fine.

My 1111 wish is always for everyone to be happy and good.

Lotsa loves for my friends & family. Ciao!