Monday, December 27, 2010

Confessions :)

Seriously, I miss you so much.
Although I chat with you everyday,
                                                            
I still miss you, reasonless.
The you who always sleep besides me,
The you who always act like a gay guy,
The you who won't scold me even I slapped you.
                                                            
I think about you everyday, everywhere, anytime.
                                                            
Think about you when I argue with families.
Think about you when I'm scared and crying.
Think about you when I heard Eminem's song.
Think about you when I saw your name in my phone.
Think about you when friends ask me why don't couple.
Think about you when someone trying to get my phone number.
                                                            
I think I can't lost you, you meant too much to me.
                                                           
I knew you still have feelings to her,
Everyone who went genting also knew.
                                                           
I hope you won't saw this post actually,
Cause it might destroy the friendship between us.
But I still posted it, because I just so want to tell you :p
                                                                                                                               
I'm exhausted.
                                                                                                                          
You always tell me that "Sorry for the late reply".
You know the time between message sent and get replied,
I was sad and thinking about why are you not replying me ?
                                                                   
And then I told myself you might be working, sleeping, movie-ing, dota-ing.
Maybe your phone no battery or not with you now.
I create hundred excuses for your not replying.
                                                                   
I'm not pretty enough, not naive enough.
And the most important thing is I can't make you have feelings to me.
                                                                   
But I still love you,
So damn love you, 
Very berry love you, 
Super duper love you.
                                                                   
                                                                 
                                                                
                                                                                                                                
                                                                
With loves,