Have you ever felt like you have everyone, but at the same time you don't?
When you're drowning and you thought about all the people you wanted to ask for help.
But you didn't ask any of them, because deep down inside you know they just wouldn't care.
They might have cared, might have been there, but not anymore.
You know that all the time, you just didn't wanna admit that.
Because that hurts.
And then people around you starting to ask you what happened.
You never tell them cuz you're just too scared to open up to anyone anymore.
Because people just don't care, and they always end up leaving, even those who told you they won't.
So sick of this friendship thingy.
But too weak to live without friend.
I'm just never good enough to worth keeping ain't I?
Haha.
